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Ποτέ μέχρι σήμερα δεν ασχολήθηκα με τον Michael Jackson. Δεν ήμουν θαυμαστής και πρέπει να πω, πως είχα την χειρότερη γνώμη για εκείνον. Τις τελευταίες μέρες όμως έχω αποσβολωθεί από αυτά που διαβάζω. Συνειδητοποιώ πως η διαχρονική έκθεση σε αυτό που λέγεται "ενημέρωση" από τα ΜΜΕ μου είχε δώσει μια εντελώς λανθασμένη άποψη για το έργο του και την προσωπικότητά του. Έχουμε και λέμε λοιπόν:
O Michael Jackson:
1ον) Πράγματι είχε λεύκη. Η λεύκη είναι μια ασθένεια που ασπρίζει το δέρμα τοπικά. Είναι μια αυτοάνοση ασθένεια, δηλαδή τα αντισώματα του ίδιου του οργανισμού, επιτείθονται στα κύτταρα της μελανίνης αποχρωματίζοντας το δέρμα. Έχουν βρεθεί αμέτρητες φωτογραφίες που αποδεικνύουν ότι ο Michael Jackson έπασχε από λεύκη. Φωτογραφίες που ουδέποτε προέβαλαν τα ΜΜΕ, που τον κατηγορούσαν με κάθε ευκαιρία και σε κάθε συνέντευξη ότι έλεγε ψέματα.
2ον) Αποχρωμάτωσε το δέρμα του. Η αποχρωμάτωση (λεύκανση) του δέρματος αποτελεί έναν από τους επίσημους ιατρικούς τρόπους αισθητικής αντιμετώπισης της λεύκης. Δεδομένου ότι δεν υπάρχει θεραπεία, η εναλλακτική λύση που χρησιμοποιούσε ο Michael Jackson μέχρι τότε ήταν το ολόσωμο μακιγιάζ. Επειδή ήταν μαύρος, ο χημικός αποχρωματισμός τον έκανε λευκό. Τα μαύρα γυαλιά, το καπέλο και τα γάντια που φορούσε συνεχώς καθώς και οι μαύρες ομπρέλες που τον ακολουθούσαν παντού συνάδουν με την έντονη φωτοευαισθησία που δημιουργεί ο αποχρωματισμός του δέρματος, δεδομένου ότι δεν υπάρχει προστατευτική μελανίνη στο δέρμα.
3ον) Κατά πάσα πιθανότητα έπασχε από λύκο (Ερυθυματώδη Λύκο), μια δεύτερη αυτοάνοση νόσο. Αν και είναι σπάνια νόσος, ο λύκος πράγματι χτυπάει τον μαύρο πληθυσμό σε μεγαλύτερο ποσοστό όπως επίσης είναι αλήθεια ότι είναι πολύ πιθανό ένα άτομο που πάσχει από ένα αυτοάνοσο νόσημα να εκδηλώσει και δεύτερο.
4ον) Στην παιδική του ηλικία κακοποιήθηκε από τον πατέρα του αλλά όχι σεξουαλικά. Ο πατέρας του στην μανία του να ωθήσει τα παιδιά του στην επιτυχία (jacksons 5) χρησιμοποίησε ακραίες και ασυνήθιστα σκληρές μεθόδους πειθαρχίας. Η αυστηρότητα του πατέρα του αν και εξαντλούνταν κυρίως στα υπόλοιπα αδέρφια του ήταν εντελώς αντίθετη με τον ευαίσθητο χαρακτήρα του Michael Jackson. Τα παιδικά του χρόνια του άφησαν ανεξίτηλα ψυχικά τραύματα. Έμαθε όμως να χτίζει από πολύ μικρός ένα επαγγελματικό προφίλ απίστευτης πειθαρχίας και τελειομανίας που τον ακολούθησε σε όλη του την καριέρα, μέχρι και τις εξαντλητικές πρόβες που έκανε λίγο πριν πεθάνει.
5ον) Ήταν φιλάνθρωπος. Όπως και οι πολλοί ζάμπλουτοι της ποπ σκηνής, έτσι και ο Michael Jackson χρηματοδοτούσε δωρεές και φιλανθρωπίες. Αυτό δεν είναι είδηση. Η είδηση είναι ότι εκείνος το παράκανε. Για την ακρίβεια, μπήκε στο βιβλίο γκίνες για τις περισσότερες δωρεές σε φιλανθρωπικούς σκοπούς υποστηρίζοντας 39 ιδρύματα, μεταξύ των οποίων το Make a wish foundation και το American Cancer Society.
6ον) Δεν ήταν παιδεραστής. Τα πράγματα είναι απλά. Από το 1983 ο Michael Jackson δημοσίως έλεγε και ξανάλεγε ότι τα παιδιά, τα ζώα και ο Θεός είναι η έμπνευσή του. Από τότε μέχρι σήμερα επέμενε σε δημόσιες δηλώσεις για το ότι χωρίς τα παιδιά δεν έχει νόημα η ζωή του, επέμενε να έχει παιδιά στο σπίτι, στα πλατώ και στα γυρίσματα των βίντεο κλιπ. Εκατομμύρια βλέμματα σε ολόκληρο τον κόσμο ήταν στραμένα πάνω του και αμέτρητα κοράκια - δημοσιογράφοι ήταν έτοιμοι να τον κατηγορήσουν για κάθε παραστράτημα. Κανένας, ούτε ένα στόμα, ούτε μια φωτογραφία, ούτε ένα αποδεικτικό στοιχείο δεν βρέθηκε που να εκθέτει τον Michael Jackson ως παιδεραστή. Αντίθετα, όλοι μα όλοι έλεγαν ότι ήταν "παιδί". Δεν συμπεριφερόταν ως άντρας, δεν συμπεριφερόταν ως ενήληκας, συμπεριφερόταν ως παιδί. Έγιναν δυο δίκες. Η πρώτη δίκη έληξε με συμβιβασμό που εκ των υστέρων αποδεικνύεται ότι του τον επέβαλε η ασφαλιστική του εταιρία, παρόλο που ο Michael Jackson επέμενε να γίνει η δίκη για να αθωωθεί. Τα έγγραφα που αποδεικνύτουν την επιμονή του να γίνει δίκη θα ανακοινωθούν στο νέο βιβλίο του δημοσιογράφου Ian Halperin. Η δεύτερη δίκη για παιδεραστία ολοκληρώθηκε και ο Jackson αποδείχθηκε αθώος.
Σκοπός μέσα από τα παραπάνω δεν είναι να αγιάσω τον Michael Jackson. Δυστυχώς όμως, για εμένα τόσα χρόνια ήταν μια γραφική φιγούρα ενός ανθρώπου που, όπως πίστευα πάντα, άσπρισε το δέρμα του λόγω ενός αδικαιολόγητου κόμπλεξ επειδή ήταν μαύρος. Μετά τον θάνατό του, μαθαίνοντας όλη την αλήθεια για τη ζωή του, αισθάνομαι απίστευτα αποπροσανατολισμένος από τα ΜΜΕ και εξακολουθώ να εκπλήσσομαι από το μέγεθος της δύναμής τους. Εκ των υστέρων, σήμερα ξαφνικά τον παρουσιάζουν ως "θεό" και βασιλιά. Αισθάνομαι τυχερός που το διαδίκτυο μου δίνει πλέον τη δυνατότητα να επιλέγω τις πηγές πληροφόρησης. Αισθάνομαι τυχερός που ζω την εποχή που, υπό το φως της διαφάνειας του διαδικτύου, οι μεγαλοδημοσιογράφοι κάνουν ουρά στο να απολογούνται. Με τη σειρά όλοι απολογούνταν ότι φέρθηκαν άδικα σε έναν άνθρωπο που, όπως αποδεικνύεται, είχε μεγάλη ανάγκη από ψυχική και σωματική υγεία. Ήταν το θύμα ενός star system που δεν τον βοήθησε ποτέ να ωριμάσει φυσιολογικά.
O Michael Jackson:
1ον) Πράγματι είχε λεύκη. Η λεύκη είναι μια ασθένεια που ασπρίζει το δέρμα τοπικά. Είναι μια αυτοάνοση ασθένεια, δηλαδή τα αντισώματα του ίδιου του οργανισμού, επιτείθονται στα κύτταρα της μελανίνης αποχρωματίζοντας το δέρμα. Έχουν βρεθεί αμέτρητες φωτογραφίες που αποδεικνύουν ότι ο Michael Jackson έπασχε από λεύκη. Φωτογραφίες που ουδέποτε προέβαλαν τα ΜΜΕ, που τον κατηγορούσαν με κάθε ευκαιρία και σε κάθε συνέντευξη ότι έλεγε ψέματα.
2ον) Αποχρωμάτωσε το δέρμα του. Η αποχρωμάτωση (λεύκανση) του δέρματος αποτελεί έναν από τους επίσημους ιατρικούς τρόπους αισθητικής αντιμετώπισης της λεύκης. Δεδομένου ότι δεν υπάρχει θεραπεία, η εναλλακτική λύση που χρησιμοποιούσε ο Michael Jackson μέχρι τότε ήταν το ολόσωμο μακιγιάζ. Επειδή ήταν μαύρος, ο χημικός αποχρωματισμός τον έκανε λευκό. Τα μαύρα γυαλιά, το καπέλο και τα γάντια που φορούσε συνεχώς καθώς και οι μαύρες ομπρέλες που τον ακολουθούσαν παντού συνάδουν με την έντονη φωτοευαισθησία που δημιουργεί ο αποχρωματισμός του δέρματος, δεδομένου ότι δεν υπάρχει προστατευτική μελανίνη στο δέρμα.
3ον) Κατά πάσα πιθανότητα έπασχε από λύκο (Ερυθυματώδη Λύκο), μια δεύτερη αυτοάνοση νόσο. Αν και είναι σπάνια νόσος, ο λύκος πράγματι χτυπάει τον μαύρο πληθυσμό σε μεγαλύτερο ποσοστό όπως επίσης είναι αλήθεια ότι είναι πολύ πιθανό ένα άτομο που πάσχει από ένα αυτοάνοσο νόσημα να εκδηλώσει και δεύτερο.
4ον) Στην παιδική του ηλικία κακοποιήθηκε από τον πατέρα του αλλά όχι σεξουαλικά. Ο πατέρας του στην μανία του να ωθήσει τα παιδιά του στην επιτυχία (jacksons 5) χρησιμοποίησε ακραίες και ασυνήθιστα σκληρές μεθόδους πειθαρχίας. Η αυστηρότητα του πατέρα του αν και εξαντλούνταν κυρίως στα υπόλοιπα αδέρφια του ήταν εντελώς αντίθετη με τον ευαίσθητο χαρακτήρα του Michael Jackson. Τα παιδικά του χρόνια του άφησαν ανεξίτηλα ψυχικά τραύματα. Έμαθε όμως να χτίζει από πολύ μικρός ένα επαγγελματικό προφίλ απίστευτης πειθαρχίας και τελειομανίας που τον ακολούθησε σε όλη του την καριέρα, μέχρι και τις εξαντλητικές πρόβες που έκανε λίγο πριν πεθάνει.
5ον) Ήταν φιλάνθρωπος. Όπως και οι πολλοί ζάμπλουτοι της ποπ σκηνής, έτσι και ο Michael Jackson χρηματοδοτούσε δωρεές και φιλανθρωπίες. Αυτό δεν είναι είδηση. Η είδηση είναι ότι εκείνος το παράκανε. Για την ακρίβεια, μπήκε στο βιβλίο γκίνες για τις περισσότερες δωρεές σε φιλανθρωπικούς σκοπούς υποστηρίζοντας 39 ιδρύματα, μεταξύ των οποίων το Make a wish foundation και το American Cancer Society.
6ον) Δεν ήταν παιδεραστής. Τα πράγματα είναι απλά. Από το 1983 ο Michael Jackson δημοσίως έλεγε και ξανάλεγε ότι τα παιδιά, τα ζώα και ο Θεός είναι η έμπνευσή του. Από τότε μέχρι σήμερα επέμενε σε δημόσιες δηλώσεις για το ότι χωρίς τα παιδιά δεν έχει νόημα η ζωή του, επέμενε να έχει παιδιά στο σπίτι, στα πλατώ και στα γυρίσματα των βίντεο κλιπ. Εκατομμύρια βλέμματα σε ολόκληρο τον κόσμο ήταν στραμένα πάνω του και αμέτρητα κοράκια - δημοσιογράφοι ήταν έτοιμοι να τον κατηγορήσουν για κάθε παραστράτημα. Κανένας, ούτε ένα στόμα, ούτε μια φωτογραφία, ούτε ένα αποδεικτικό στοιχείο δεν βρέθηκε που να εκθέτει τον Michael Jackson ως παιδεραστή. Αντίθετα, όλοι μα όλοι έλεγαν ότι ήταν "παιδί". Δεν συμπεριφερόταν ως άντρας, δεν συμπεριφερόταν ως ενήληκας, συμπεριφερόταν ως παιδί. Έγιναν δυο δίκες. Η πρώτη δίκη έληξε με συμβιβασμό που εκ των υστέρων αποδεικνύεται ότι του τον επέβαλε η ασφαλιστική του εταιρία, παρόλο που ο Michael Jackson επέμενε να γίνει η δίκη για να αθωωθεί. Τα έγγραφα που αποδεικνύτουν την επιμονή του να γίνει δίκη θα ανακοινωθούν στο νέο βιβλίο του δημοσιογράφου Ian Halperin. Η δεύτερη δίκη για παιδεραστία ολοκληρώθηκε και ο Jackson αποδείχθηκε αθώος.
Σκοπός μέσα από τα παραπάνω δεν είναι να αγιάσω τον Michael Jackson. Δυστυχώς όμως, για εμένα τόσα χρόνια ήταν μια γραφική φιγούρα ενός ανθρώπου που, όπως πίστευα πάντα, άσπρισε το δέρμα του λόγω ενός αδικαιολόγητου κόμπλεξ επειδή ήταν μαύρος. Μετά τον θάνατό του, μαθαίνοντας όλη την αλήθεια για τη ζωή του, αισθάνομαι απίστευτα αποπροσανατολισμένος από τα ΜΜΕ και εξακολουθώ να εκπλήσσομαι από το μέγεθος της δύναμής τους. Εκ των υστέρων, σήμερα ξαφνικά τον παρουσιάζουν ως "θεό" και βασιλιά. Αισθάνομαι τυχερός που το διαδίκτυο μου δίνει πλέον τη δυνατότητα να επιλέγω τις πηγές πληροφόρησης. Αισθάνομαι τυχερός που ζω την εποχή που, υπό το φως της διαφάνειας του διαδικτύου, οι μεγαλοδημοσιογράφοι κάνουν ουρά στο να απολογούνται. Με τη σειρά όλοι απολογούνταν ότι φέρθηκαν άδικα σε έναν άνθρωπο που, όπως αποδεικνύεται, είχε μεγάλη ανάγκη από ψυχική και σωματική υγεία. Ήταν το θύμα ενός star system που δεν τον βοήθησε ποτέ να ωριμάσει φυσιολογικά.
Πηγή:
Παναγιώτης Πετεινάτος
"" Just Try To Stay A Child As Long As You Kan...Don't Force Into Adulthood. Don't Force It..Don't Push It. Don't Try To Be Cool And Go To DISNEY...Hang Out..Enjoy Your Youth..'Cause You'll Be Old For'..I Mean You Know..Just Keep Your INNOCENCE. Have Some Fun And Really BE YOURSELF. ""
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή~By Michael Jackson~
" People ask me how I make music.
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφήI tell them I just step into it. It's like stepping into a river and joining the flow.
Every moment in the river has its song. So I stay in the moment and listen.
What I hear is never the same. A walk through the woods brings a light crackling song: Leaves rustie in the wind, birds chatter and squirrels scold, twigs crunch underfoot, and the beat of my heart holds it all together.
When you join the flow, the music is inside and outside, and both are the same. As long as I can listen to the moment, I'll always have music. "
~Michael Jackson~
" LOVE
Love is a funny thing to describe. It's so easy to feel and yet so slippery to talk about. It's like a bar of soap in the bathtub __ you have it in your hand until you hold on too tight.
Some people spend their lives looking for love outside themselves. They think they have to grasp it in order to have it. But loves slips away like that wet bar of soap.
Holding on to love is not wrong, but you need to learn to hold it lightly, caressingly. Let it fly when it wants. When it's allowed to be free, love is what makes life alive, joyful, and new.
It's the juice and energy that motivates my music, my dancing, everything. As long as love is in my heart, it's everywhere. "
~Michael Jackson~
" It's complete lie, why do people buy these papers? It's not the truth I'm here to say. You know, don't judge a person, do not pass judgement, unless you have talked to them one on one. I don't care what the story is, do not judge them because it is lie. "
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή~Michael Jackson~
" Yeah, wacko Jacko, where did that come from? Some English tabloid. I have a heart and I have feelings. I feel that when you do that to me. It's not nice. "
~Michael Jackson~
" People write negatives things, cause they feel that`s what sells. Good news to them, doesn`t sell. "
~Michael Jackson~
" Just because you read it in a magazine or see it on a TV screen doesn`t make it factual. To buy it is to feed it. - about tabloid magazines ... "
~Michael Jackson~
" I trusted martin bashir to come into my life and that of my family because I wanted the truth to be told. martin bashir persuaded me to trust him that his would be an honest and fair portrayal of my life and told me that he was the man that turned Diana's life around. I am surprised that a professional journalist would compromise his integrity by deceiving me in this way. Today I feel more betrayed than perhaps ever before, that someone, who had got to know my children, my staff and me, whom I let into my heart and told the truth, could then sacrifice the trust I placed in him and produce this terrible and unfair programme. Everyone who knows me will know the truth which is that my children come first in my life and that I would never harm any child. I also want to thank my fans around the world for the overwhelming number of messages of support that I have received, particularly from Great Britain, where people have e-mailed me and said how appalled they were by the bashir film. Their love and support has touched me greatly. "
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή~Michael Jackson~
" I just want to say to fans in every corner of the earth, every nationality, every race, every language: I love you from the bottom of my heart. I would love your prayers and your goodwill, and please be patient and be with me and believe in me because I am completely, completely innocent. But please know a lot of conspiracy is going on as we speak .... "
~Michael Jackson~
" With 'Heal The World' we have helped millions, hm, and as we speak we are looking at a hospital in New Jersey. That would be the first 'Michael Jackson Hospital' and we would like to make these, throughout the world. That is our goal and our mission. And I hate the word 'orphanage', but pretty much a housing for an unity of people that are in need, you know...This is pretty much where my heart is and I would love to continue doing it. " ~Michael Jackson~
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή~WITHIN 11 DAYS MICHAEL COVERS 30.000 MILES IN AFRICA TO VISIT HOSPITALS..ORPHANAGES..SCHOOLS..CHURCHES AND INSTITUTIONS FOR MENTALLY HANDICAPPED CHILDREN~
~MICHAEL JACKSON VISITS A CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL DURING HIS "BAD TOUR IN AUSTRALIA"__NOVEMBER 1987~
Thank You Michael For Everything You HAVE DONE For Us...!!! Thank You Angel Of Light!!!
" Everyone who knows me will know the truth, which is that my children come first in my life and that I would never harm any child .. " ~Michael Jackson~
" I love my children. I was holding my son tight. Why would I throw a baby off the balcony? That`s the dumbest, stupidest story I ever heard . " ~Michael Jackson~
" I will say again that I have never, and would never, harm a child. It sickens me that people have written untrue things about me. " ~Michael Jackson~
" When I see children, I see the face of God. That`s why I love them so much. That`s what I see . "
~Michael Jackson~
" Children show me in their playful smiles the divine in everyone. This simple goodness shines straight from their hearts and only asks to be lived . " ~Michael Jackson~
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή" I`ve helped many, many, many children, thousands of children, cancer kids, leukemia kids. But I will never stop helping and loving people the way Jesus said to . "
~Michael Jackson~
" I have spent my entire life helping millions of children across the world. I would never harm a child. It is unfortunate that some individuals have seen fit to come forward and make a complaint that is completely false. Years ago, I settled with certain individuals because I was concerned about my family and the media scrutiny that would have ensued if I fought the matter in court. These people wanted to exploit my concern for children by threatening to destroy what I believe in and what I do. I have been a vulnerable target for those who want money . " ~Michael Jackson~
" People think they know me, but they don`t. Not really. Actually, I am one of the loneliest people on this earth. I cry sometimes, because it hurts. It does. To be honest, I guess you could say that it hurts to be me . " ~Michael Jackson~
" I am bewildered at the length to which people will go portray me so negatively . " ~Michael Jackson~
" They did it to try and belittle me, to try and to take away my pride. But I went through the whole system with them. And at the end, I - I wanted the public to know that I was okay, even though I was
hurting . " ~Michael Jackson~
" Why can`t you share your bed? The most loving thing to do is to share your bed with someone. It`s very charming. It`s very sweet. It`s what the whole world should do . " ~Michael Jackson~
" In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. In a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe . " ~Michael Jackson~
" I`m a black American, I am proud of my race. I am proud of who I am. I have a lot of pride and dignity . "
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή~Michael Jackson~
" I have a skin disorder that destroys the pigmentation of my skin, it`s something that I cannot help, OK ? "
~Michael Jackson~
" I'm happy to be alive...I'm happy to be who I am..!!! "
~Michael Jackson~
" Well, especially now I come to realize - and then - I would do my schooling which was three hours with a tutor and right after that I would go to the recording studio and record, and I`d record for hours and hours until it`s time to go to sleep .. "
~Michael Jackson~
" There were times when I had great times with my brothers, pillow fights and things, but I was, used to always cry from loneliness .. "
~Michael Jackson~
" I rememeber one time we were getting ready to go to South America and everything was packed up and in the car ready to go and I hid and I was crying because I really did not want to go, I wanted to play. I did not want to go . "
~Michael Jackson~
" Well, you don`t get to do things that other children get to do, having friends and slumber parties and buddies. There were none of that for me. I didn`t have friends when I was little. My brothers were my friends . "
~Michael Jackson~
" And I remember going to the record studio and there was a park across the street and I`d see all the children playing and I would cry because it would make me sad that I would have to work instead . "
~Michael Jackson~
" Because I think every child star suffers through this period because you`re not the cute and charming child that you were. You start to grow, and they want to keep you little forever . "
~Michael Jackson~
"Because parents have power over children. They feel they have to do what their parents say. But the love of money is the root of all evil. And this is a sweet child. And to see him turn like this, this isn`t him. This is not him . "
~Michael Jackson~
" There is a lot of sadness in my past life. My father beat me. It was difficult to take being beaten and then going on stage. He was strict; very hard and stern . "
~Michael Jackson~
" Yes, and I had pimples so badly it used to make me so shy. I used not to look at myself. I`d hide my face in the dark, I wouldn`t want to look in the mirror and my father teased me and I just hated it and I cried everyday. "
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή~Michael Jackson~
" I just wish I could understand my father . "
~Michael Jackson~
" I used to. I used to get so angry at him. I would just go in my room and just scream out of anger because I didn’t understand how a person could be so vicious and mean. Like sometimes I would be in bed sleeping, it would be 12 o’clock at night. I would have recorded all day, been singing all day, no fun, no play. He comes home late. “Open the door.” The door is locked. He said, “I am going to give you five seconds before I kick it down.” And he starts kicking it, breaking the door down ....
....He said, “Why didn’t you sign the contract?” I go, “I don’t know.” He goes, “Well, sign it. If you don’t sign it you are in trouble.” It’s like, “Oh my God, why? Where is the love? Where is the fatherhood?” I go, “Is it really this way?” He would throw you and hit you as hard as he can. He was very physical. "
~Michael Jackson~
" One day — I hate to repeat it — but one day he said, “If you guys ever stop singing I will drop you like a hot potato.” It hurt me. You would think he would think, “These kids have a heart and feelings.” Wouldn’t he think that would hurt us? If I said something like that to Prince and Paris that would hurt. You don’t say something like that to children and I never forgot it. It affects my relationship with him today. "
~Michael Jackson~
" I am scared of my father to this day. My father walked in the room — and God knows I am telling the truth — I have fainted in his presence many times. I have fainted once to be honest. I have thrown up in his presence because when he comes in the room and this aura comes and my stomach starts hurting and I know I am in trouble. He is so different now. Time and age has changed him and he sees his grandchildren and he wants to be a better father. It is almost like the ship has sailed its course and it is so hard for me to accept this other guy that is not the guy I was raised with. I just wished he had learned that earlier . "
~Michael Jackson~
" I can’t see him as the new man. I am like an angel in front of him, like scared. One day he said to me, “Why are you scared of me?” I couldn’t answer him. I felt like saying, Do you know what you have done? _ Do you know what you have done to me? "
~Michael Jackson~
" I always promised in my heart that I would never be this way, never. If — and it can be in a movie or in a department store — I hear someone arguing with their child, I break down and cry. Because it reflects how I was treated when I was little. I break down at that moment and I shake and I cry. I can’t take it. It is hard. ""
~Michael Jackson~
" Yes, and I had pimples so badly it used to make me so shy. I used not to look at myself. I`d hide my face in the dark, I wouldn`t want to look in the mirror and my father teased me and I just hated it and I cried everyday. "
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή~Michael Jackson~
" I just wish I could understand my father . "
~Michael Jackson~
" I used to. I used to get so angry at him. I would just go in my room and just scream out of anger because I didn’t understand how a person could be so vicious and mean. Like sometimes I would be in bed sleeping, it would be 12 o’clock at night. I would have recorded all day, been singing all day, no fun, no play. He comes home late. “Open the door.” The door is locked. He said, “I am going to give you five seconds before I kick it down.” And he starts kicking it, breaking the door down ....
....He said, “Why didn’t you sign the contract?” I go, “I don’t know.” He goes, “Well, sign it. If you don’t sign it you are in trouble.” It’s like, “Oh my God, why? Where is the love? Where is the fatherhood?” I go, “Is it really this way?” He would throw you and hit you as hard as he can. He was very physical. "
~Michael Jackson~
" One day — I hate to repeat it — but one day he said, “If you guys ever stop singing I will drop you like a hot potato.” It hurt me. You would think he would think, “These kids have a heart and feelings.” Wouldn’t he think that would hurt us? If I said something like that to Prince and Paris that would hurt. You don’t say something like that to children and I never forgot it. It affects my relationship with him today. "
~Michael Jackson~
" I am scared of my father to this day. My father walked in the room — and God knows I am telling the truth — I have fainted in his presence many times. I have fainted once to be honest. I have thrown up in his presence because when he comes in the room and this aura comes and my stomach starts hurting and I know I am in trouble. He is so different now. Time and age has changed him and he sees his grandchildren and he wants to be a better father. It is almost like the ship has sailed its course and it is so hard for me to accept this other guy that is not the guy I was raised with. I just wished he had learned that earlier . "
~Michael Jackson~
" I can’t see him as the new man. I am like an angel in front of him, like scared. One day he said to me, “Why are you scared of me?” I couldn’t answer him. I felt like saying, Do you know what you have done? _ Do you know what you have done to me? "
~Michael Jackson~
" I always promised in my heart that I would never be this way, never. If — and it can be in a movie or in a department store — I hear someone arguing with their child, I break down and cry. Because it reflects how I was treated when I was little. I break down at that moment and I shake and I cry. I can’t take it. It is hard. "
~Michael Jackson~
PROTA THELW NA SAS EYHARISTISW THERMA GIA AVTO TO YPEROHO ARTHRO!!!..MAKARI NA PROSPATHOUSAN OLOI NA BGALOUN STO FOS TIN 'PRAGMATIKI ALITHIA'. {NAI EGW EIMAI KAI DEN XERW NA GRAFW KALA TA ELINIKA KAI LIPAMAI..OMOS XERW AKRIVOS TI THELW NA PW. KALA NA ITAN O KOSMOS POU DIAVAZEI OLA AVTA NA DOSEI LIGI SIMASIA EPIDI..ISOS EINAI TO PIO SIMANTIKO POU AKOUSAN STIN ZOI}
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφήEDO SAS 'PAROUSIASA' TIS SKEPSIS KAI TA LOGIA MIA 'PSYHIS AGNI..AGGELIKI..GEMATI PONOS KAI DISTIHIAS ALLA KAI MIA PSYHI POY IHE APERANTI 'AGAPI' TIN OPIA TIN 'SKORPISE STIN GH..GIA 45 HRONIA!!! 'AYTA TA LOGIA' EPREPE NA PISTEVSOUME KAI OHI OLLA TA 'SKOUPIDIA' POY GRAFTIKAN EPI HRONIA KAI 'SKOTOSAN ME TO DILITIRIO TOUS AYTI TIN AGGELIKI PSYHI TOU MONADIKOU..POLY AGAPIMENO MAS..MICHAEL JACKSON!!!'
NAI..OPOS IPATE KAI ESIS..MICHAEL ITANE 'ATHOOS' OPOS ENA MIKRO PAIDI..I PSYHI TOU DEN GNORIZE POTE MISOS KAI KAKIA ALLA OI ANTROPOI DEN PREPEI NA KANOUN TO MEGALO LATHOS NA PISTEVSOUN POS ITANE 'ANORIMOS'..SE KAMIA PERIPTOSI..ALIOS POS THA IPIRHE TO 'F.E.N.O.M.E.N.O' POU DIMIOURGOUSE ASTAMATITA OPOS KANIS KAI MAS 'MAGEPSE' OLA AVTA TA HRONIA???!!!..APLA O MICHAEL JACKSON 'PRAGMATOPIOUSE TO THELIMA TOU THEOU'..GIA AVTO FANIKE OTI ITAN 'PARAXENOS'. EPIDI OI ANTHROPOI DEN AGAPANE ME TOSI DINAMI.MPOREI MONO TOUS DIKOUS TOUS..OMOS SE KAMIA PERIPTOSI DEN AGAPANE TOUS SINANTHROPOUS TOUS ME TIN IDIA DINAMI!!!..O MICHAEL JACKSON SIMBOLIZEI "OLLA TA KALLA SE MIA PSYHI!!!'.INE OLLA OSA O THEOS THA ITHELE NA IMASTE OLOOI MAS!!! O MICHAEL JACKSON 'ITANE DWRO THEOU GIA AVTI TIN AHARI GH POU DEN IXERE NA TON EKTIMISI KAI TO LIGOTERO NA TON AGAPISI!!!..MICHAEL MAS ESTILE KAI GRAMATA MESA STON PONO KAI TIN APELPISIA TOU..NA PROSPATTHISO NA SAS TA STELNW..AN TA DIAVAZETE KAI NIOSETE TIN ANANGI NA DAKRIZETE..AFISTE TO DAKRI ELEVTHERO..KAI PROSPATHISTE MAKARI -MIA FORA- NA TON PISTEVSETE KAI OPIOS NIOSEI TIN ANANGI -NA TON AGAPISEI-EPIDI O MICHAEL OSO ZOUSE ANAMESA MAS TO MONO POU EKANE ITAN NA MAS HARIZEI "POLY AGAPI KAI MAGIA" KAI POTE DEN PARAPONETHIKE OTAN 'TA TERATA TON MAHEROSAN PISOPLATA' ANTITHETOS 'AVTOS AGAPOUSE' AKOMA KAI TOUS EHTROUS TOU!!! {akoma mia fora, signomi gia ta elinika}
{to 1o meros}
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή" For that there is someone out there who understands me. Maybe there are more. If I may I’d like to write some sentences to the people of the world. Sentences you will never find in your newspapers, because for that they are not spectacular enough. "
"" Dear people,
I would like to ask you a question – the question WHY. Why is there so much poverty in the world? Why so many wars? Why so much torture and agony? And why must children die and innocent suffer? I don’t understand it. Do you understand it?
I want to help. I want to make people happy, and may it be just for a moment. That is what gives my life a sense. Don’t you understand me? What did I do that you judge me? Are you really envious of me? You don’t have to. I wouldn’t wish you to be me…
Maybe you just want me to confess my ‘guilt’.
Yes, it is true, I do love children! But not the way you want it to be. I love them from the bottom of my heart. Because children don’t make wars. Children have never hurt me. It makes me happy to look in their shining eyes. Is it a crime wanting to be happy and want to make others happy? Many of them who visit me are going to die soon, of cancer or other terrible diseases. I won’t let you forbid me through your arrogance to give them just one happy day!
Yes, it is true that I had plastic surgeries! Do you know what it feels like?! How often did I have to wake up in pain! How often I didn’t know what would expect me when I look into the mirror! How often did I cry when I did it! Don’t you see that I’m punishing myself for that I cannot cope with my face – and with myself! Why do you also punish me for it?
Yes, it is true, once I was black! You get darker in the sun and get admired for that. But I am sick and you hit me for it. The sun you love so much can kill me. In former times I loved to be outside in the light, too, now I can nearly only go out at night. And you make your fun out of it. If I hadn’t become the Michael Jackson you know today, then I would also be like that: I would be a white black with curls and a thick niggernose for which everybody would tease me. Well, now you tease me because of my little nose. Maybe I would already be dead because I couldn’t protect myself so good as I can today. Would you prefer it when I was dead? Or when I had never existed? But then you wouldn’t have my music! Would you like to do without ‘Billie Jean’?! My music you love though, don’t you? Just not me. But I create the music to make you happy.
You torture me with your disgraceful words. Words can sometimes hurt so much more than punchs. Often I sit in an edge and cry. I ask God for what I have to suffer, what a reason I’ve given you. Cause I never did harm to anyone. I am afraid of you ‘cause you’ve hurt me so badly. And I don’t even defend myself. I simply hide behind my masks. Oh, how I hate these masks! Under them I can hardly breathe. But I have no choice, it’s the only way to protect myself. But you don’t like it when I protect myself. You’d prefer to kick a defenceless man in his face. but this favour I won’t do you. I don’t need to be ashamed for anything I’ve done. And as I can see at you, dear Unknown there are people who understand my message.....
{to 1o meros}
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή" For that there is someone out there who understands me. Maybe there are more. If I may I’d like to write some sentences to the people of the world. Sentences you will never find in your newspapers, because for that they are not spectacular enough. "
"" Dear people,
I would like to ask you a question – the question WHY. Why is there so much poverty in the world? Why so many wars? Why so much torture and agony? And why must children die and innocent suffer? I don’t understand it. Do you understand it?
I want to help. I want to make people happy, and may it be just for a moment. That is what gives my life a sense. Don’t you understand me? What did I do that you judge me? Are you really envious of me? You don’t have to. I wouldn’t wish you to be me…
Maybe you just want me to confess my ‘guilt’.
Yes, it is true, I do love children! But not the way you want it to be. I love them from the bottom of my heart. Because children don’t make wars. Children have never hurt me. It makes me happy to look in their shining eyes. Is it a crime wanting to be happy and want to make others happy? Many of them who visit me are going to die soon, of cancer or other terrible diseases. I won’t let you forbid me through your arrogance to give them just one happy day!
Yes, it is true that I had plastic surgeries! Do you know what it feels like?! How often did I have to wake up in pain! How often I didn’t know what would expect me when I look into the mirror! How often did I cry when I did it! Don’t you see that I’m punishing myself for that I cannot cope with my face – and with myself! Why do you also punish me for it?
Yes, it is true, once I was black! You get darker in the sun and get admired for that. But I am sick and you hit me for it. The sun you love so much can kill me. In former times I loved to be outside in the light, too, now I can nearly only go out at night. And you make your fun out of it. If I hadn’t become the Michael Jackson you know today, then I would also be like that: I would be a white black with curls and a thick niggernose for which everybody would tease me. Well, now you tease me because of my little nose. Maybe I would already be dead because I couldn’t protect myself so good as I can today. Would you prefer it when I was dead? Or when I had never existed? But then you wouldn’t have my music! Would you like to do without ‘Billie Jean’?! My music you love though, don’t you? Just not me. But I create the music to make you happy.
You torture me with your disgraceful words. Words can sometimes hurt so much more than punchs. Often I sit in an edge and cry. I ask God for what I have to suffer, what a reason I’ve given you. Cause I never did harm to anyone. I am afraid of you ‘cause you’ve hurt me so badly. And I don’t even defend myself. I simply hide behind my masks. Oh, how I hate these masks! Under them I can hardly breathe. But I have no choice, it’s the only way to protect myself. But you don’t like it when I protect myself. You’d prefer to kick a defenceless man in his face. but this favour I won’t do you. I don’t need to be ashamed for anything I’ve done. And as I can see at you, dear Unknown there are people who understand my message....
{to 2o meros}
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή...My friends and me, we don’t go into the war with tanks. We come with sunflowers to all of you even though you laugh at us and snap our flowers off. Maybe you will understand not before not only the flowers but the whole sun goes out. With my music, with what I do I would like to bring a light into the world. But is it necessary that I kill myself until someone believes me? And until someone believes me that I just want to do good things and that I suffer from your hate? But then you would be outraged: “And the children?!” Particularly you would say that, you who would love the most to take my children away from me. You say they aren’t my children. You say I couldn’t educate them. How do you want to know this?! And is it important then what blood is flowing through their veins when I would die for them? Your jealousy and your hate make you blind for what love means.
You don’t know me, nevertheless you have already judged me! You, those reporters who hammer me at the cross in the morning, you listen to my music in the evening! That is not fair! You are not interested in what you write if it just attracts readers and causes headlines. But my name is enough to attract the people. Why is it always necessary to denounce me? Why don’t you write something positive, there you wouldn’t have to search so long! Why do I have to be ‘Wacko Jacko’? Can’t you see that the only one I’m hurting is myself?! You hunt me like I was a piece of cattle. Isn’t there anybody who sees that I’m also a human being?! Where do you have your heart? Where do you have your mercy? Where do you have your love?
If just one out of ten people who get this letter tries to understand me, already then my life is it worth being lived.
Peace, Love and Kindness
From my heart, Michael Jackson. ""
"" Like the old proverb says, do not judge a man until you've walked 2 moons in his moccasins. Most people don't know me, that's why they write such things in which most is not true. I CRY very often because it Hurts and I worry about the children, all my children, all over the world, I Live For Them. If a man could say nothing against a character but what he can prove, history could not be written. Animals strike, not from malice, but because they want to live. It is the same with those who criticize, they desire our blood, not our pain. But still I must achieve, I must seek truth in all things. I Must Endure for the Power I WAS SENT FORTH, for the WORLD, for the CHILDREN. But Have Mercy, for Live Been Bleeding a long time now. MJ. ""
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφή~Michael Jackson~
"I respect the secrets and the magic of nature,that's why It makes me so angry when I see these things that are happening .That every second,I hear the size of a football field ...Is torn down in the Amazon.I mean,that kind of stuff really bothers me.That's why I write these kind of songs,you know.. It gives some sense of awareness and awakening and hope to people. I LOVE THE PLANET.I love trees ,I have this thing for tress,and the colors and changing of leaves.I love it. And I respect those kind of things.
I really feel that nature is traying so hard..to compensate for man's mismanagement of the planet .
Because The planet is sick.Like a fever. If we don't fix now ,it's a point of no return.this is our last chance to fix the problem that we have. Where it;s like a runaway train..and the time has come,THIS IS IT!!! It starts with us,It's us. Or else it'll never be done." ~Michael Jackson~
" Do not close your eyes for inhumanity out of ignorance, indifference or fear. The world is not something that's just out there, YOU ARE A PART OF IT AND THE WORLD IS A PART OF YOU!!! "
~Michael Jackson~
TI NA PW??? I JUST WANT TO CRY!!! KATALAVENETE 'POSO POLY MAS AGAPISE O MICHAEL JACKSON???!!!'..KANIS POTE DEN NIASTIKE GIA MAS KAI GIA TO PERIVALO ME TOSI DINAMI..KANENAS..KAMIA KIVERNISI-{avtoi ine mono logia} DEN EDIXE POTE 'ME PRAXIS' OPOS TO EKANE O MICHAEL..EPIDI OI ANTHROPOI EINAI 'DIAFORETIKOI'!!! MONO 'OI AGGELOI THA MPOROUSAN NA TA KANOUN OLA AVTA HORIS NA ZITISOUN POTE TIPOTA!!!..OMOS EMIS OI KAKOI ANTROPOI TOU IPAME TO EVHARISTW 'HARIZONTAS TOU POLY PONO...KAI POLLA HTIPIMATA' POU TOU PROKALESAN ENA POLY 'ARGO THANATO KAI VASANISTIKO!!!'